I am feeling wearied. I have not feel this wat for a long long time. I am weary of many things. Of where I am heading and positioning myself in my 30s. Of what I should and could have become. Of what I need to be as a person for my loved one. Of my inability to give and provide for my loved one that needs me. Of a person that is so rational that cannot provide optimism, whether true or false for the ones around them.
Yes, I am wearied. but I hope, I hope this weariness, will push me to become a better person, for those I love and cared for deeply.
Prozac?
ReplyDeleteBut seriously, I read somewhere that people get "weary" around late 30/40 than you start being happier again. It's an U shaped curve.
ReplyDeleteBy 50, you should be alright...